Well I haven't put anything here for a long long time...So its now the end of fall break (the one that really doesn't exist because its only 2 days long plus a weekend). I have yet to talk to erin, this should be the last talk for a while either way it goes. Its interesting to note that everybody I know who knows erin doesn't like her (a lot even hate her...how does one develope such a strong emotion), heck I even know a few people would rather talk to me about their problems then her. Actually that morphs into my next interesting thing.... I'm now known as a person who knows how to get things. I don't know what the technical term is but still its rather amusing (e.g. person looking for a place for her bf to move to imediately came and asked me, and of course I knew of a place, I guess I won't be destroying the reputation anytime soon)

Anybody seen Van Wilder?... considering this is my seventh year of college... kind of funny connection?

I've always wondered what it would be like to undergo hypnotic regression to see what goes on deep down in that brain of mine. Of course, I've been told I would be very difficult if not impossible to hypnotize. Hrm... memories... whats my earliest memories... That would be... (maybe I should just make a list of events that shaped my life?)

* An intense feeling of drowning in a water bed staring up at the badly padded ceiling of an add-on room at the first house I lived in, when I was like 3.
* Sitting on the ledge of a canyon near the apt. complex with a druggie watching the garbage and scum float down a waste stream at the bottom. (somewhere between 4-5ish)
* My step dad coming back from his vasectomy and getting upset with me for some reason and throwing me in my room and knocking my teeth out on the metal frame of the bunk bed (4-5ish)
* Moving to navy housing near miramar and being forced to go to school at miller elementry, where I was forced to write right handed, learn the numbers up to ten in four languages, and made fun of because I couldn't remember my phone number. (1st grade)
* Being beaten by my step father for "lying" about breaking a glass swan knick-knack that actually was knocked off the shelf it was on by my twin sisters, who imensely loved getting into mischief.
* Falling off my bike and skinning my knee and elbow pretty badly, running to my mother who was watchin a soap, being blown off, so then running next door to the girl who lived there (couldn't have been older then 14) who cleaned out my scrapes and bandaged them up for me. She was thin and had long silky black hair and thats about all I remember.
* Being reunited with my uncle (5-6)
* Being chased off the jungle-gym at school right before soccer practice by a girl and breaking my leg when I hit the ground, then being forced to stand on it before they realized I wasn't exagerating the pain (age 6)
* Making the decision that I was going to live with my uncle, and that it was going to be a long hard road to travel but I wasn't going to look back (Oct 31st 1987)

Well I should really be studying for that test I have tomarrow so I guess I will continue going through my memories later.

I've got adicted to these online quiz things... so heres a first batch of them... I don't remember which ones they are... they're just there...

what movie symbolism are you? find out!





Who's Your 80s Movie Icon Alter-Ego? Find out @ She's Crafty

Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz

Your political compass http://www.politicalcompass.org/
Right Libertarian
Economic Left/Right: 1.50
Authoritarian/Libertarian: -3.08

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

So I overheard a few people talking about me today (they didn't know I was in the cubicle over), actually didn't sounds like any of it was bad but now here's what I'm known as by different people.

Guy who wears button-down shirts all the time -- Rachel L.
Getting Scary -- Jen P.
Nice and sweet -- Casper
Budsky -- My sis.