The longer I'm at rose the most I'm conviced that had I had motovation I would have the gpa that everybody thinks I am.... (its kind of odd when talk to people and they say...oh but you have a high gpa..and their shock when mine is way lower)...This overwhelming finality of graduation is looming on the horizon for me and giving that final energy required to finish everything up... Another thing that has been strange of late is the number of people that come to me on help on anything at all, so who knows what people are talking about. Basically I don't feel any different, so is there actually a difference in me or are people less than what I thought they were? It'll be nice when all this is over.